bleh...

u know those days when you're feeling like blah, bleh, and uhh? that's what i'm having right now. i donno what it is. prolly coz i went to bed so late or should i say early this morning. not in a good mood >_< i think i need to get out of the house, but then again i don't wanna go anywhere. so i'm gonna sit here and listen to ewan mcgregor sing "come what may" with nicole kidman.

anyways, yesterday was my mommy's birthday. it was pretty fun. we went to benihana for lunch and ordered way too much hand rolls. it was sooooo good man. then for dinner we planned a surprise dinner for her. she though that it was just our family going out for dinner at olive garden. ha. well, it was us plus our extended "family". it was really fun, and i'm glad she was happy about it.

i feel like singing...

"i i i, i'm so in love with you. whatever you want to do, it's all right with meeeee. 'coz youuuuuu make me feel so brand neewwwww. iiii want to spend my life with youuuuuuuu... WHOO!" gotta love al green >_-

it's been awhile

so... my last update was thursday. and today is, tuesday! DAYNG HOMIE. anyways, it's been an interesting and fun past couple of days. i can't believe it's raining. well, it's oregon, however we've had so much sun these past months, and it's just strange to see and feel the rain again. makes me realize that i'm definetely not looking forward to the coming fall season. although i like the fact that i get to wear sweaters again and jackets. goodbye fliflops tho =(

friday: hmmm, i think that day was pretty slow. i was just at home until later that evening when i went to young adult's bible study. we talked about binding broken hearts, how the Lord works in different ways to bind our broken hearts. explored some situations in the bible pertaining to the subject. the God who was able to bring comfort to people from way back in the days, can still do the same for us today. awesome ain't it. after that, well, we all just at around and chilled chatted and talked.

saturday: erin woke me up. LoL. we went to kristy's apartment to go swimming, ow and cece came too =) what a cutie. kristy and i started watching matrix revolutions since i haven't watched it yet. it got confusing in some parts because it's been a long time since i saw the 2nd movie, so it took me awhile to connect everything together. we met up w/ kelley at the mall, went to linens and things, and life uniform. went to noodlin' for dinner. the chicken alfredo would've been better if the pasta was cooked all the way. LoL. went back to kristy's, went to the hang out area place thingy (i forgot what it was called) with diane that had a pool table and pingpong table. goshers, it was so frustrating coz kristy and i wanted to play pingpong but there was no dayng ball in sight! we looked everywhere, and nothing... so we resorted to a 500 piece puzzle since we're not good at pool. LoL. puzzles man. it's... puzzling. LoL.

sunday: church of course. the message was about "running the race". the passage was based on hebrews 12:1-3. i learned that i had to wake up and get out of my little "lala-land" that i've created for myself, to re-focus my eyes on Jesus... what He did on the cross for me, and continue on living this life of mine with purpose - living it for the Lord. it's so easy for me to get caught up with the "need to have fun while i'm young" mentality. i mean, it's not like the Lord doesn't want me to enjoy, get out there and have fun. i think it becomes a problem when all of my time and practically my whole life revolves around it and i completely abandon my relationship with the Lord. my walk with the Lord hasn't been perfect, but i guess part of what i learned this sunday was about enduring the race... of life. i have to persevere. keep running, sometimes i'll fall, but i just have to get up and keep on running... don't look back! persevere! keep at it! i need to ask the Lord what He wants me to do with my life, if He wants me to focus on a particular ministry, ask Him in what way He wants me to serve Him. i mean, it's awesome when you're able to find out what the Lord wants you to do and actually obey Him, coz then you'll be really good in whatever that is. finding your calling. wow. so many talented people out there, and when they look to God and ask Him to place them where He wants them to be, BAM! God uses them in such awesome ways, it blows your mind. i admire those people. i wanna be part of that crowd. i guess i must keep on persevering! sigh. olrite. so the rest of the day after church was fun. went to lunch w/ the parentals and madel, then she and i picked up the newlyweds from the airport. i got some cool stuff from their trip. a cowgirl hat (yeeha!) and this cool choker made out of shells. my cowgirl hat is soooo cool =) us peeps went to my house to watch bourne indentity. good movie!

monday: woke up so early to go to my dental appointment. fun stuff. i hung out w/ my parents the rest of the day. stayed home until about afternoonish, then i went to pj and hg's a-p-t coz we wanted to watch the dvd of their wedding. i don't like watching myself on tv >_< i was nervous to hear myself sing... ugh!

tuesday: finally, we get to today. went back to the dentist's. went home, did some chores, left and went apartment hopping (LOL) and just hung out with peoples. home. home sweet home. i need to clean this home sweet home tomorrow.

my mommy's bday is coming up. thursday. yay. mayn, i know so many people with birthday's this month. in my family alone, my tito butch, my gramma, my cousin des, and my mom - all in august. well, i must wrap this up.

starting over...

sigh of relief. who knows if i'll change it again in a couple of days. LoL.

today today today. hmmm, doing the usual household duties, and then later today i met up with melissa, who i haven't seen since we graduated two years ago (wow!) and steph to go see a movie. we watched princess diaries dos (the second time for me). went to tigard cinema and i happen to see mimi, my friend from high school, working at the concession stand. wow. it's so crazy to see her, coz i haven't really seen or talked to her since... senior year i think. we were in chemistry and multimedia together. man, good times, good times. so that was interesting. after all that, i was on my way home, but then i decided to go to nordstrom rack. yes to spend money yet again. but it came out of a gift certificate so it was cool. u know what sucked, i was walking around the shoe area, trying to search for freakin' jack purcells. the whole shoe! not the kind w/out a back thing. all they had were slip-ons (whatever u call 'em). i was getting frustrated. the only size that had the shoe shoe was a 5.5. so being the desperate person that i am, i squeeze my feet in a 5.5 shoe (when i usually wear a 7-7.5), it fit! yeah right! my foot was going numb after just a couple of steps trying to test it out. LoL. no luck G. i was so frustrated =( i left that place with a frown on my face. hey, that rhymes! but then i also left w/ a ck jean jacket... the biker style that i've always wanted. woohoo!!! then i finally went home after a couple of hours of just roaming around the store. my knees were getting wobbly because i was getting really hungry. so then i finally went home, had dinner, tweaked my site, cleaned my bathroom and the one downstairs, and now i'm hurrr.

i can't believe it's already thursday. the days are going by too fast. wow. i'm looking forward to the weekend. yay!

HIATUS

still not completely happy with this. trying to figure out stuff... may change layout yet again. hehe.

u know what i just realized... swimmers are freakin' hot! LoL.

honestly i'm scared to go back to school >_< if only my life could be a long summer vacation. HA. i think we would all like that. but the reality is, it can't happen that way. besides, i think i'd get tired of it sooner or later. so in my attempt to better my knowledge of comp. sci, i'm gonna crack some books open today. yeah. let's see how that goes. LoL. and i have this urge to clean out my closet. and i'm happy michael phelps won a gold! LoL. what a cutie. and the other south african guys were hot too. ROFL. kelley was right! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. she said something about the south african guys being really hot last nite on our way to the movies. it was followed by this hilarious statement, but i won't say what it is coz she dint want me to. i guess you had to be there. lol. so yesterday. hmmm, i did laundry, watched the olympics, met up w/ kristy and kelley at the apt, went out for dinner at sushi land, went to trader joe's but failed to find anything for us to buy and snack on during the movies (i think it was 'coz we were too full from the sushi), gave up and finally just went to tigard cinema, over 30 minutes early for the movie. lol. yes, we saw all of THE TWENTY. pretty sad. we watched PRINCESS DIARIES 2. i think i was laughing the hardest in the theater. i dint care, i thot it was hilarious. especially one random part where this white guy starts singing in either chinese or japanese. ROFL. kristy and i were laughing so loud, and i was trying not to pass out trying to hold my laughter in. it was really random. but anyways, i liked the movie. it was cute =) alrite, well, i better get to what i intend to do today.

it's semi done. yay! hehe. the links at the top don't work yet, except for the link to my xanga page. i know the picture page will be a lot of work, so i'm sorta putting that off. anyways. so far my day has been pretty easy going. my mom woke me up reminding me that i wanted to do some family stuff today, so she made me get up. well, it was already 10am anyway. i was startled though because i was having this really strange dream that felt so real. at one point i dreamt that i was dreaming about a weird movie that i had watched, and katie holmes was in the movie. weird. all of a sudden, the dream becomes reality, and then i become katie holmes (even weirder). i can't remember details... it's blurry now. another part of my dream was about this person, and i'd rather not talk about that. LoL. now i'm gonna get off my butt, leave my room, and go downstairs. ::POOF::

yay, i made yet another page ^_^ hehe. it's not complete yet. i still have to create more pages to go along w/ it. but i'm sorta relieved to have something up. it's crazy tho, i didn't even plan on sitting infront of my computer today and make another page. it just kinda happened. heh. so, here it is. well, i really want to continue working on this, however i must attend to other things that i must get done. ow and i have to go to young adults tonite for bible study. yup yup. it was so cool tho, just a couple of hours ago while i was making this page, the blue angels were practicing for the oregon air show this weekend. fun stuff coz i could see it right from my bed room window. hehe. one of the perks of living in hillsboro. anyways. here it is. and more shall come... soon.

Welcome to my new page...

this is just a test post ^_^