disorganization

i hate being disorganized. everything seems to be scattered all over the web! i have multiple accounts everywhere! and the latest one, a multiply account. i mean, it seemed sensible to have an account where you'll be able to post pictures to share with everyone so that they don't have to sign up to multiply just to view things i've posted. i had that on phojo, but that was about it, pictures. multiply has a blog, links, and you can upload videos and mp3 files if you wish. sounds like the perfect "basic" homepage. anyone could have this. and truly i desire a web page of my own, with my very own domain. but why pay for web hosting and domain name when i have within my resources a multiply account? and now i'm stuck with all these accounts

myspace
friendster
multiply
flickr
livejournal
xanga
orkut
last.fm

i think my geocities account is still active. that's where i used to have everything, all in geocities. but i hate the stupid ads. well, it doesn't looks so bad now actually. it can be easily made to disappear with a click. need i remind myself that i didn't want to pay for a web space. that's what you get when you're cheap. or i should say when you're broke! hahaha.

anyways, so why revive this little piece of blog? i love w.bloggar! the fact that i don't have to sign in anywhere. just type type, type and more typing and then this "post and publish" and WALAH! i'm good to go. i had multiple blogs under my blogger account, and i stumbled upon this one. i like this layout, because it's very neat and simple and pleasant to look at - well, at least for me. 'coz there's barely anything in here. and i wanted to start fresh. i guess i also wanted something that no one else knew exsisted. i think. i hope. because i was debating whether to revive xanga. sigh... i'm still confused. where which how? i need some sort of organization. i suppose i could make my multiply page the "home page" and link out to everything. i donno.

well, what's been going on? no work. i have to admit that i do like it the way it is right now. a part of me still wishes i had a job. i feel like a loser - being the only (or so it seems) among my friends who wasn't able to get a summer job or a job in general. with the circumstance that had just come to pass, i guess it's understandable. i need to appreciate what i have. i love that i could read chronicles of narnia, watch countless episodes of american chopper (as a result having a dream about going on a date with paul jr. what the?!). i've baked a yummy banana cake! i did it all by myself. yay me!

i'm loving Mae's Destination: B-Sides. it's quite lovely. and i've also acquired Emery's acoustic stuff, the new FM Static album Critically Ashamed (i love the song moment of truth), a bunch of random bollywood songs, some sonu nigam songs, Oye Como Va by Santana (the music makes me wanna dance and head somewhere really sunny), and a few Reggeaton stuff.

i really don't want fall term to come. i'm hoping to finish chronicles of narnia before the summer ends. i think it's possible.